School is for fools, look at me!

Just kidding, I do go to school and am not a fool.

I can't say that I love school and I can't say I hate it. I have often thought of taking a different approach to high school, like getting a GED or just dropping and going straight to college. But I have a few things to worry about.

1. My friends, I would worry about them and what was going on way to much.

2. My sports, I know I could still play with my schools teams but I don't think it would be the same. I wouldn't have as great a relationship with my teammates.

3. My social life, would go down the tubes.

4. Last; my health. If I was home all of the time I would eat myself silly. (:

So, happy new school year kiddos. This should be a great one, maybe.....

Music music music

My playlist as of yet;

1. Punch drunk love- The summer set

2. Superman- Joe Brooks

3. Modern Nature- Sondre Lerche & Lillian Samdal

4. Baby Blue eyes- A rocket to the moon

5. Annabelle- A rocket to the moon

6. The way she feels- Between the trees

7. Darlin'-Between the trees

8. Your guardian angel- Red jumpsuit apparatus

9. A time for yohe- Between the trees

10. Everything is wonderful- Lily Allen

11. Ashley- Escape the Fate

12. Back again/ Back for more- Modsun

13. Foundations- Kate Nash

14. You don't know me- Ben Folds

15. black Cat- Mayday parade

16. Calling all cars- senses fail

17. Can you find me?- Summer set

18. cold (but I'm still here)- evans blue

19. Come one come all- All time low

20. Dancing for rain-Rise against

21. Daylight- Matt and Kim

22. Defying gravity- Glee cast

23. Don't trust me- 3Oh!3

24. My first kiss- 3Oh!3

25. My love is your drug- Ke$ha

And much much more.

My summer's been picture perfect

eh, eh, eh, nothing else to say.

So blah blah blah and a fiddley faddley fuddle, I am gonna sing nonsense cause everything makes no sense, so blah blah blah and a fiddley faddley fuddle.

Monday; Lunch with my best friend and my brother. and I went running.

Tuesday; shopping all day with my best friend. and dinner with the family.

Wednesday; .... lunch with the family. laundry and cheer. Got dropped on my butt. It was quite a pain.

Sooooo, why is there nothing making sense to anything??? Wellllll, school starts in 2 weeks. In the process of summer I have lost the following people.

Diedra LaBorde; my homegirl. Went to Basha.

Christina Montosa; Basha.

Christina Bustamante; chandler.

Monique Morales; Campo Verde.

Jordan Strawn; Poston Butte.

Catrina Adams; moved to California.

Frank "T.J." Fijarito; moved to Indiana.

I am pretty disappointed.

But you know, It's eh, eh, eh, nothing else to say.

Word.

Running

I have a love hate relationship with my running. I love that I can run and not have a hard time. I'm not afraid to run like I am afraid to do backflips, or stunt. But I hate that I have old lady back problems and that I feel like I am gonna croak every so often when I don't even run that hard. Ugh. Frustrating. I love track, also, but then again, I hate the whole pressure of it. Right after my final race at regionals I did a cool down loop that ended me back at my campsite, there I took off my track shorts and put my jeans and t-shirt right on. I was ready for a break, although that break was only a 2 week break that bridged me over straight to cross country. I don't know how to manage it. I feel dumb when I don't run but I feel like junk when I do. Is cross training okay? If i bike 13 miles does that count as a 7 mile run?? Hmmm, the questions I will NEVER answer. Except with a maybe. But, all I know now is that it is still a love/hate relationship. At this point of the night (11:30) I hate it. Another reason I have a hard time running is that, frankly, I don't sleep soundly at night. I just don't. Sooo, I am always tired! Hahah, I can't wait for winter when I won't have to run at 5 every morning to beat the heat. If only if only. Arizona is a horrible running state. Horrible I tell you. Running has even creeped up into my cheerleading. For our varsity "evaluations" friday, we have to run a mile. Though, I'm not complaining much about that. I love the mile. (: hmmmm, maybe I am just a baby but seriously, where does this become something I just love all the time? Eventually I am hoping. But for now, I am sunk. And as I write this (11:35) Vance walks out the door to run. Maybe we are the same as in both of us are insomniacs. Hmmm, oh well. Tomorrow I will use an eliptical machine, run at night, take my vitamins, and do more of my "old lady" pilates for my back. FUN! I am just soooooo exciting. Oh and did I mention I am freaking out for evaluations on FRIDAY??? Yuuuus.

8 9 and 10 Thankful for!

8th excercise-- I love being able to feel myslef getting stronger and being able to prove myself just as strong and good as the boys.

9th eggnog-- I made some and it put a huge smile on mine and my mom's faces. I love it so mucho. Favorite holiday drink(:

10th writing-- I think I would go crazy if I coldn't write. I would love to just be able to read and wirte all the time. I can't hold anything in. Writing is my vice.

5,6, and 7 (thankful for)

5th the atonement-- I am thankful for this because it makes repentance possible, and since I know I am not perfect repentance is a key in my life. I am very thankful for the atonement of Christ.

6th family-- I am thankful to always have someone at home who will always love me when it feels like the whole world is out to get me.

7th sleep-- though I don't sleep as much as I want to sleeping always makes me feel better. I don't like to be tired but even if I have energy I like the sweet serenity of sleep.